procrastination

I spent most of my life procrastinating. Everything is last minute and my life is filled with deadlines. Why spend ages doing it now when you could get it done later, right?

It's a habit. I always seem to procrastinate. I wait to study for a test like three days before I have to take it. Or night before. I do projects the weekend before it's due. I'm telling myself " Okay, in 15 minutes I WILL go start that project." Fifteen minutes go by and I'm still doing whatever I was doing 15 minutes before and I end up saying the same thing but never get to do it until later or the next day. Sometimes it frustrates me, but I just can't get out of the habit... maybe it's just a real bad case of laziness? But here's the thing - I actually like working. 

a vicious cycle.